v18: noir&blanc

sherlene

the girl's 18. stuck on a small island, also known as the little red dot on the global map. presently living a mundane life contributing to the unemployment rate and chionging driving lessons are what she does nearly daily. well, here records some of the interesting and amusing moments she enjoys. :D

turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D

Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)

get it in stores 2 or 9 May depending on your region!

favourites

corkboard

statistics

hooligans crashed & graffitied.

currently hooligan(s) rotting here.

extreme tracker

Mittwoch, Dezember 31

안녕 2008! 10:51 AM

I'm half writing this on the bus on my iTouch and trying to reflect on what I did the past year. And what about all those new year resolutions.. I think I'm getting tired of writing them down but not up to fulfilling or ticking them off my list T.T

In Brief..
08 has been a pretty eventful year with 3/4 of the year being filled with SJ, lol. It's been a happy year cos of SJ and SJB. Plus meeting all my overseas friends from Italy, France, Germany, Philippines, Bangkok and Malaysia. The SJ fandom was a pretty fatal trap for me to begin with. And now with the interest to update my wp daily it's becoming an even more essential thing, just like breathing oxygen. Perhaps it was fate that I got myself so immersed in it and that I was so engrossed in learning the korean language and wanting to go to Korea to study like what Sitong did.

Another fortunate thing was probably SJB's trip to Genting together. One of my most enjoyable trips ever. Meeting the boys and having fun together at the same time. As well as getting to know Kim and Kara..

Monthly Recap
January
Jan 08 was the beginning of the slack months for all the A's graduates and I went to China for the first time.. It was a really memorable trip, one of my best so far.. And it was after we came back that it started snowing so heavily in Shanghai, which Dad initially said wouldn't snow at all.. 2008 seemed to be an extra eventful year for China as well.. Those snow storms in the beginning of Jan, the tragic 512 quake and the amazing Beijing Olympics..

So anyway, Jan was the month I began my driving lessons as well, took me 6 months to finally complete everything, going through almost 30 practical lessons for my manual course which I kinda returned everything about the clutch to Sylvester. HAHA. I wanna drive a manual car again one day ^^

February
Early Feb, I relived my past fandom with 56 -_- YES. Gosh, they're growing older now.. So the feeling's kinda different, nevertheless, I'd never forget all those fun times and happy memories that were shared between the Royals during those 'golden' years. XD

Feb was the month I also began a job.. with FRM. Thank goodness Chiew was there. So met a few friends, Danny and Brian as telemarketers.. It was tiring but the location wasn't too bad in the CBD district, and damn I miss the delicious Nasi Lemak T.T Then it was CNY and we quit the FRM job, to jump over to this surveyor job.. Jack of all trades eh..

It was at the Sentosa Flowers which was pretty cool, except for the constant sun exposure.. Other than that, we had some free time off some days and our pay was doubled cos we had to work on 2nd day of CNY, so I guess it was all good.

March
The month where we faced the music. The horrible, excruciating-ly, high-pitched music. RESULTS. Okay, shall just skip this. But I'm overall happy with my Physics :) Thank you God. Soon all the uni open houses followed up and it was a month I chiong-ed a few movies with the girls.. Ahhh.. I love movies, hopefully I'll get to do the same in Aust but the movie tickets there are way too expensive, like $20 or something. -_-

It was in March that I started watching EHB..

April
The month I officially got myself hooked with those 13 boys, and later on 15.. The month in which M had their proper debut and finally I understood some stuff.. It was great that SJB came into the same fandom, cos we grew closer, had sleepovers and show marathons after that.. Pin-up Boys, EHB, Full House, Adonis Camp.. All these were excellent memories ;;;

And thinking back.. It was so long ago that Royals had our picnic at Botanical Garden!? Gah, miss them so much :( Did some temp work at Robinsons after the Sentosa Flowers job ended and was slacking along the way too.

End April was the time for my TP test but I failed first time round, yes.. immediate failure cos of one stupid idiot but ah, that's history.

May
M M M M M! May is the month for M! :D And May was the month I began allocating time daily to my wp.. :D It's been my proudest so far ;) It just gives me the daily satisfaction of allowing others to feel the boys' love :) Okay sorry it sounds mushy (._.)

Started subbing videos at youtube.. And then slipping into the 'habit' of having to sub something new every few weeks, but now.. All's gone. yt wiped them out, my HDD crashed.. -_- how pathetic.

June
Dream Con! :D Worked at PC Show for Lenovo as gift redemption.. Experienced the menacing thoughts of having to battle 129029302930 wars each day against rude, overbearing, pompous customers who argue their way out to get what they want. -_- How annoying.

July
July was the birthday month for the 83 Line. xD And then.. Random stuff here and there, went back to SA to collect the cert, met a few teachers and talked..

End July was the day.. MTV ASIA CALLED EARLY IN THE MORNING TO INFORM ME THAT I WON THE TIX. Gosh, I really love some odd premonitions cos I kinda had one that I'd finally be able to see the boys in person after fantasizing for so long. XD

So it was great that we managed to settle everything like within a day and Chiew and Bel were coming along too! LKASLKLKLKDLKSD. Okay major spazzing time.

August - Now
Okay shan't elaborate much further cos I'm in a rush and this is getting tiring -_- lol. So anyway, August was the month I started proper work.. Can't believe I'll be leaving that place soon.

Oct, Gong Gong passed away.. Those memories with him will be forever in my heart, I miss him so much.

Began Korean class in Sept, I really wish to further my Korean studies, go to Seoul to find 선생님 and learn Korean and appreciate the culture!

Nov was Kpop Fest in SG, sad there was no SJ. But meeting Last4One was cool enough!

Aye, that's about all, will probably post more about 2009 when the time comes..

Labels: sentimental

Sonntag, Dezember 21

Ear Booze 6:46 PM

2 greatest musical discoveries singing the same song ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

박효신

조규현

Richard Marx; Now & Forever

Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage
in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity
hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever
I will be your man

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see

I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given
to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever
I will be you man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone any more
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the
sand
Now and forever
I will be your man
Now and forever
I will be your man

Kyu looks supercalifragilisticespialidocious-ly cute in that old video. xD

Labels: KYUte, music, sj

Wonderful Night 2:29 AM

Tonight, was amazing :)
I'll edit more details in later today.

P.S Note to self; Got a personal post here

Labels: 06s23, xmas

Samstag, Dezember 6

아픈 7:52 PM

Korean class gathering was on Thurs night at Sampo Charcoal BBQ Restaurant 삼포 숮불 갈비 at Peck Seah Street which was awesome :D

But the aftermath for me was a slight nightmare..
Perhaps I should have known my stomach wasn't that strong enough to take so many things at one go. :(

So we had 삼겹살, 김치탕, some squid thingy and.. all those numerous side dishes that were too many to count.. I was bloated for like 5 hours at least. I regretted eating to my fill.. Or at least I thought I was enjoying my meal thoroughly.

And yesterday dinner with the girls was great, loved the company but the food kinda added salt to my wound. I became daring and ordered pasta with sea urchin sauce. =.= I really shouldn't next time. Perhaps I'll just stick to those I usually get :(

My stomach has battered the thunderstorm the past 2 nights, feeling like a dejected and uncared for washing machine on the loose. :| Had slight fever last night but I went to work this morning. Lol. u_u

Anyway, spending time with the girls is always ♥__♥
I'm gonna miss them so much.

Which reminds me, the uni emailed me to tell me I'm on the waiting list for dorm accommodation till mid-Jan. wtf.

:| And right, they don't give priority to freshmen.
How brilliant.

Labels: 06s23, sick, stressed, 한국어

Donnerstag, Dezember 4

Hibernation 1:44 AM

One day..
I'd love to migrate to Korea..

Just when I searched, "Temperature in Seoul"

4°C
Current: Cloudy
Wind: N at 0 km/h
Humidity: 81%
Thu

9°C | -7°C
Fri

-4°C | -12°C
Sat

-4°C | -9°C
Sun

5°C | 1°C

The cold weather.. Is bliss ♥_♥
It seems like it's a colder winter this year.. Apparently, if I don't remember wrongly, our tour guide told us it alternates a few years? Hmmm.

Labels: wants

Dienstag, Dezember 2

파란바다 12:58 PM

This helps to force myself to cheer up..Click to enlarge!
(*´ο`*)=3

Labels: sj

Contemplating 12:41 AM

I feel like deleting my eVisa, then I won't even be granted the chance to step into Melb.

Maybe I'm just too rigid about letting go, giving and taking..
Fruitlessly wishing and hoping..

For so many upsetting stuff recently.. This just made me break down.
I'm sorry, I thought I was strong,
but.. I guess I don't even know myself that well enough.

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It feels horrible to know that you have to live up to the standards of an another family member who differs in character 360 degrees.

When you think that you're actually free, certain things crop up in your mind.. To be on constant reminder that you're there for a reason, you're there to fulfil someone else's dream, you're there to be a good girl and listen.

My mind's bloated with troubles.
Please teach me how to handle them, please?

Labels: tired

Montag, Dezember 1

感性 2:37 AM

也許我一直逼自己相信謊言
不懂為什麽事實竟然在眼前
但我卻不敢勇敢的去面對

也許事實對我來説已變成自己的恐懼
選擇去逃避，但知道一生是逃不了的事
很快的它就會追上來

如果真的發生了，也沒有確當的心理準備
會造成良多的傷害，留下更多記憶中的疤痕

每次跟自己說，不用躲了
遲早都需要和它見面
但願現在打算好
以後才不會有任何遺憾

恰當心理上的預備是我最需要的
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說真的，我一想起它
我就會毛骨悚然……

救命啊！
어떻게~

唯一能讓我微笑的……